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not_trendy_7 @ 2005-12-14T16:34:00

2005-12-14T21:35:05Z

Anonymously, respond to this post with:

1. One secret
2. One compliment
3. One non-compliment, criticism, or insult.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to your favorite song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends
8. And a hint to who you are
9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you.

Busy, Busy, Busy!

2005-09-19T13:25:51Z

I'm sooooooooooo tired. My back hurts too. I've worked...26 hours so far in the past 4 days. Plus another...10 over the next 2 days. That's a 36 hour work week. 40 hours is full time. I'm going to kill myself. BUT I got bank like whoa. Wellll...actually not. I'm still paying off the computer, plus I just bought my mom's birthday present and blew all my money. Not to mention I don't have time to eat at home, so I'm always wasting my money on food.
I cannot WAIT until Saturday for our competition. I'm so frickin excited. NOTHING is better then competition days. I'm so amped. Hopefully we do well.

But yea that's all. Just gotta say one more time how fuckin awesome it is that State beat Notre Dame. Phenominal

Interesting...

2005-09-07T12:44:57Z

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.

1.~How did you meet angelsarms07? Umm....same way I meet everyone, band
2.~What would you do if you had never met kimjr83188? Oh my God...I would die...or kill myself...same thing. I'd have lost my mind by now
3.~What do you honestly think of hawaiian18? Hmm...Kinda dumb, but lovable. Silly kid
4.~Would or did valleygirlbecky and fr0zen_fatty go out? haha no
5.~Have you ever liked eddiejmoses? Eddie?!?!?! no
6.~If beaveriskewl769 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? Umm...she was like my second friend ever. lol
7.~Would crazymara77 and prettylilpickle make a good couple? Hmm...probably IF THEY WERE LESBIANS
8.~Describe handsum_steve in 3 words: Individual, Confident, Intelligent
9.~Do you think jessylynn is hot? My boat doesn't float that way, sorry.
10.~Would beaveriskewl769 and matthewthegreat make a lovely couple? Actually yea they would lmao
11.~What do you think of when you see fr0zen_fatty? Florida and how he's my pimp
12.~Tell me something humiliating about prettylilpickle: Naw I wouldn't do that to Ginna
13.~Do you know any of mizunderstood69's family members? Yup Mr. mizunderstood69 is the band's breathing guy lol
14.~What's prettylilpickle's favorite color? Umm....lime green? hot pink? puke purple?
15.~On a scale of 1-10 how cute is iamthisperson? I"M NOT GAY!
16.~What would you do if invisible_fly just professed their undying love for you? laugh then fall over and die
17.~What language does valleygirlbecky speak? Silly Dork language
18.~Who is t0sweet143 going out with? Dunno
19.~Is stycee33 a boy or a girl? Girl
20.~Would dutchprostitute and invisible_fly make a good couple? Umm...no
21.~Who do you think sadpanda07 would be great with from this list? I don't get it...
22.~When was the last time you talked to jessylynn? About an hour and a half ago
23.~What is eddiejmoses's favorite band? haha any band
24.~Does crazymara77 have any siblings? Yes she does
25.~Would you ever date mizunderstood69? Hmm...probably not
26.~Would you ever date handsum_steve? Nooooooooooooooo
27.~Is sadpanda07 single? Nope she's dating the Jew
28.~What is prettylilpickle's last name? Mark Mark Mark
29.~What is dutchprostitute's middle name? ???????????
30~What is hawaiian18's fantasy? To live in Hawaii?
31.~Where does stycee33 live? AT EASTERN!!!!!!!!!!! but in the ghettos of Wayne as well....on the same street as Cramer
32.~Would you make out with angelsarms07? eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwww my little? no way
33.~Are kimjr83188 and mizunderstood69 best friends? Sometimes
34.~Does handsum_steve like prettylilpickle? I don't see why she wouldn't
35.~How did you meet dutchprostitute? Band? Actually G-Force
36.~Is jessylynn older than you? Yes
37.~Is matthewthegreat the sexiest person alive? Oh Yea You Know It....but not

Classes

2005-08-19T19:13:00Z

So I guess I'll be all cool and trendy like everyone else and let ya'll know my schedule....

1 - Spanish 2...Marchi
2 - AP Psychology...Sylvester (even though techinically he isn't the teacher cause it's an online class)
3 - Alg 3 Trig...Falardeau
4 - Human Phys...German
5 - AP English...Parmenter Boyce
6 - Symp Band...Cramer

And I dunno my locker number. Yea basically my classes rock. Don't be jealous, it's ok. AND my year...well first semester at least is gonna be hell. Those are some hard ass classes. Don't mess with me, I'll kill you. ;)

You Said Things Would Change....They Haven't

2005-07-26T00:14:47Z

Cold and frosty morning there's not a lot to say
About the things caught in my mind
And as the day was dawning my plane flew away
With all the things caught in my mind

I don't wanna be there when you're...
Coming down
I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground
So don't go away, say what you say
But say that you'll stay
Forever and a day...in the time of my life
Cos I need more time, yes I need more time
Just to make things right

Damn my situation and the games I have to play
With all the things caught in my mind
Damn my education I can't find the words to say
About the things caught in my mind

I don't wanna be there when you're...
Coming down
I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground

So don't go away, say what you say
But say that you'll stay
Forever and a day...in the time of my life
Cos I need more time, yes I need more time
Just to make things right

Me and you what's going on?
All we seem to know
The feelings that are wrong

So don't go away, say what you say
But say that you'll stay
Forever and a day...in the time of my life
Cos I need more time, yes I need more time
Just to make things right

Don't go away, say what you say
But say that you'll stay
Forever and a day...in the time of my life
Cos I need more time, yes I need more time
Just to make things right
Yes I need more time just to make things right
Yes I need more time just to make things right

So Don't Go Away

So let's see....last night I saw Steve and Nate, I JUST saw Dani and Alyssa a few minutes ago. I see Steph all the time. I even see Tom and Victoria sometimes. I see Ashley every week and a half or so. So yea, that's all I had to say. If you get it....you should. If you don't....it's none of your business.

Uh-Oh! hahahahahaha

2005-06-27T15:02:12Z

Sooooooooo....I don't really update in here much. But yea. It's summer. Mostly been chillin with Jenna, Joey, Becky, Holly. It's fun stuff. We have our little weekly pool "party" and by party I mean....yea. lmao Swimming, pizza, sleeping on the trampoline. TRAMPOLINE TRAMPS! haha Hmm....went into court last wednesday. My dad didn't even show up. So it's all over. I never have to see him again. I'm done with all the doctors appointments, talking to lawyers, listening to him beg and plead with me. Done with it all. Thank God!
All day yesterday I was at my uncle's house for my cousin's baby shower. It was fun mostly. I got to sit with my preggers cousins cause she was afraid "weird people" would sit with her. So I had to save her. Silly girl. She's freakin 30 years old, and can't deal with "weird people" sitting with her. Crazy stuff I tell ya. But it was fun, PLUS food! lol

Jon and Becky bein sweet on the way home.

CUDDLE GUYS!

Trampoline Tramps Oh Fo Sho!

Becky blowing herself up with fireworks

Uh-Oh Slurpees!!!!!!!!

Sing-Along

not_trendy_7 @ 2005-06-07T22:01:00

2005-06-08T02:01:20Z

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	warm
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	refreshing
Your smile is...	hypnotising
Your love is...	eternal

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For About Four Years I've Hated This Town.

2005-06-07T21:43:28Z

Mmmm...perhaps I'll update in here. Yea, not much is really going on. Seniors left, and it's still sad, cause I don't like not talking to Stacy, Rob and Nate every day. It makes me sad.
I thought I was okay with Eddie being gone, but I talked to him last night, then I was pretty upset. He was my first friend in high school, we started our freshmen year together, he was my brother, and he's gone, it sucks. I hate singing the Friends Song without that kid next to me.
Tomorrow I'm going out to Chelsea with Boz cause Trilogy is playing a concert. Hopefully it's not too hot out, cause it's outside at a park. It's gonna be fun, that kid cracks me up.
Thats about it, oh and I have dye all over my hands.
AND we're having a bon-fire at Becky's on Friday, I'm so excited, it's like a bonfire/BBQ. Fire and Food. Hells yes.

not_trendy_7 @ 2005-05-24T14:54:00

2005-05-24T18:57:26Z

Yea, don't update this too much. I use myspace alot more. But hmm...so original prom plans got ruined. Silly drunks. So now I guess me, Holly and Boz are going to eat at Ram's Horn, then meeting everyone at Steve's to watch Star Wars I & II then going home for the night...meeting back at Steve's at 12 Friday and watching IV, V, & VI then going to see III Friday night. Hopefully that all works out. Tonight we have a concert...should be gay! Tomorrow practice and a junior meeting to talk about the senior gift. Oh speaking of concerts, me, Jenna, Steph and Ho went to see Kicking Jimmy on Saturday at Token...funny stuff man. But yea, that's pretty much it. If you want more current every day type updates, hit me up on myspace. Piece!

not_trendy_7 @ 2005-05-06T15:48:00

2005-05-06T19:51:10Z

Ok so...the past few days. Yup. Umm. Last night was the banquet. It was SOOO much fun. Becky was bein all sneaky and goin undercover with my camera. Ate some food, chilled with some hella cool people, got my little awards and pins and crap. Then went for ice cream after. That was some funny stuff. The car ride was amusing too. Jenna and Becky were on the side of the road acting like whores. Funny stuff. I'm just chillin here tonight. Then tomorrow me and Melissa are hanging out, gettin food, jammin on our guitars. Sweet stuff right there. That's about all. Later

not_trendy_7 @ 2005-05-05T22:36:00

2005-05-06T02:37:29Z

I hate how one thing ruins my whole awesome day. And I really did have an awesome day. Then one person does one thing I don't like and I get all stupidly upset about it. DAMN!

The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed

2005-05-03T20:06:06Z

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so careless
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so careless
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so careless
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so careless
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

Sooo..today was pretty typical. First we took notes, nothing new. Second, we...did math. crazy. Third, I got told I'm immature by a bunch of seniors, at which point Mrs. Curtis told them they were immature for continuing the argument. Therefore, I cannot wait until the seniors leave. Fourth..I don't even know, I cannot pay attention to that class, it's so pointless. Fifth Mr. Blouse was subbing, meaning we got stuff done. Sixth Truss was on a rampage. Scary stuff.

I don't get why people can't just keep things to themselves. If you hear something, there's no need to run around talking about it, unless you know it's true. And even then, if it doesn't involve you, why talk about it?

Tomorrow's Just Another Day and I Don't Believe In Time

2005-05-03T00:16:47Z

Time is wasting
Time is walking
You ain't no friend of mine
I don't know where i'm goin'
I think I'm out of my mind
Thinking about time

And if I die tomorrow, yeah
Just lay me down in sleep

Time, you left me standing there
Like a tree growing all alone
The wind just stripped me bare, stripped me bare
Time, the past has come and gone
The future's far away
Now only lasts for one second, one second
Can you teach me about tomorrow
And all the pain and sorrow
Running free?
'Cause tomorrow's just another day
And I don't believe in time

Time, why you punish me?

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE that song. Random I know.
SOO Florida...what? A week, 2 weeks ago??? It rocked my world. Got to be in a room with 3 people I couldn't possibly love any more. Got molested in the back by my 2 favorite freshman EVER. Had some good talks, a little drama, but that keeps things exciting.
Last week was Rocket Extravaganza. Fun stuff. Messed up my foot pretty badly. You should see it, it's purple and green. NASTY! Hurts like a bitch too. But oh well. That's about all I have to say.

If you want to destroy my sweater Hold this thread as I walk away

2005-04-19T00:49:01Z

Sooo...I got to sleep in for like...2 hours this morning. Got up, went to secretary of state got my license. Went to school, got there for third hour, turned in my sweet, awesome essay. Did the whole school thing. Practice, which was funny. Stacy is flipping perverted, and I don't wanna sleep in a bed with her! But not really. Then I got a REALLLLLLYY good hug from Joey. Came home and chilled. Tried to work on my element ball. Went to McDonald's to get dinner. Did some more crap. Finished packing. Went to subway to get lunch for tomorrow. Driving by myself is fun...I like being alone, and not being nagged by people all the time. So yea..Florida tomorrow. Mostly I'm excited...but I also know there's lots of room for potential drama. But I'm avoiding that.

Oh yea...Gatorade Lemonade rocks my flippin world!!!!

not_trendy_7 @ 2005-04-17T16:17:00

2005-04-17T20:19:09Z

Soo....this morning I went to church. Then to breakfast/lunch with my mom. Up to the mall real quick. Took my road test, which I passed awesomely, even though I can't parallel park for crap. Got some pie from Baker's Square. Now I have to do lots of homework. Oh yea, plus I'm getting sick..just in time for Florida, actually I think it's just allergies, but whatever.

3 Days and Goin Strong! lmao

not_trendy_7 @ 2005-04-16T20:42:00

2005-04-17T00:43:38Z

Sooo...my day today has not been very good. Well it has and it hasn't...confusing I know. Got up kinda early and went to the doctors. 'Nough said. Went to eat a Big Boys, home, bank, home, shopping, home, driving, now home again. That's about it. Finishing shirts tomorrow with the girls. School Monday, and Florida Tuesday. Score!

Still gotta secret...2 days, that's the longest I've ever kept a secret!!!! GO ME!

I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
But I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware

not_trendy_7 @ 2005-04-15T21:08:00

2005-04-16T01:08:55Z

Today was mostly a good day. Four more days till Florida. I can't wait. A day and a half of school, yes please!

I have a secret..no one will ever know. It's not bad though :-P

A quarrel between friends, when made up, adds a new tie to friendship.

2005-04-14T01:57:40Z

^^^I love some of the things Becky says lmao^^^

So I'm in a much better mood right about now...for now at least. But I think I'm still gonna follow my plan a bit, just to be safe. But yea...I don't know. I don't have anything else to say right about now....

not_trendy_7 @ 2005-04-13T20:57:00

2005-04-14T00:58:16Z

So when they continued asking him,
He lifted up himself, and said unto them,
He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her.
John 8:7

The Bible words things perfectly...it's crazy.

its a two way street not a one lane road

2005-04-14T00:27:39Z

Title/words of wisdom courtesy of Becky. lol

So today was school, not too bad actually. Except orchestra was at the little spring string flinginginging, as Galen would say. So Stacy wasn't in first hour, and Steph wasn't at lunch, made me all sad. But then not really that much. Mrs. Curtis taught me alot today, like how green and orange don't match(according to her), and that I have ADD. Truss was in some kind of mood today, she kept yelling and getting mad and all....crazy stuff. Then after I walked to the parking lot with my hero, then went to Steph's truck with my freshman. Don't you like how everyone is "My" something? It's great. So Steph had to take Jeannine home, and there wasn't enough room for all of us, so Me, Joey, Jenna, Steph and Marissa walked to Steph's house and waited for her on the curb like a bunch of bums. AND Joey threw a rock at me, and it hit me in the foot. MEANIE!!! SOOO then we went to the mall. Went in Spencers, Journey's, and Hot Topic, PLUS the arcade, and saw The Jew up there. Me and Jenna played the guitar game not once but TWICE! I got an E every single time, cause I'm consistent like that. Then Marissa and Steph joined the "E" club, and Jenna rocked it on the drumset game. Then we went to Micheal's to get Jenna stuff for her project. Had good talks. That's why I love all of them so much, cause we can be stupid and mess around, and then have a totally serious talk about stuff. Steph and I had a good talk on the way back to my house from Joey's. But I didn't say to much cause God forbid I INFLUENCE HER AGAIN, AND SHE DOES SOMETHING TO DISSAPOINT ALL OF YOU, cause ya know, she lives her like to make all of you happy, and none of you have ever done anything wrong. Silly hypocritical people. But yea, I had fun today. That is all. Oh yea, and I parallel park REAL good! seriously though

How To Get Attention Stolen

2005-04-12T20:26:07Z

#1. Hate President Bush. It's the latest trend. And better yet, you don't even need a reason. For added effect use bu$h instead of Bush. That makes you extra cool!

#2. Hate your parents. Your parents were never children and they have no idea what you are going through. There's no reason for them to not let their 13 yr old children spend the night at their gf/bf's house... UGhhh! the nerve!

#3. Cut yourself. Everyone's doing it, and you should too. Don't forget to take pictures of it and brag about it. It wouldn't be a genuine cry for attention if you kept it to yourself, now would it?

#4. Whine incessantly. No one in the history of Earth has had a tougher life than you. If they have, just make something up that puts you over the top. Claim someone killed your brother for instance... That tends to go over well.

#5. Be "different" together, AKA a conforming non-conformist. Like a goth or whatever. Wear a lot of black and look sad all the time. constantly talk about suicide although you're too much of a pussy to stick the blades you use to cut yourself anywhere deeper than the first layer of skin and you probably go across your wrist instead of along the forearm.

#6. Have a psychological disorder or two. Shizo is everyone's favorite. What's even better is if you're aware you are a schizo, unlike all real schizo's. Sure this is a tell tale sign that you are lying, but hey you don't care because you are cool!

#7. Of the handfull of psychological disorders you have, one must be an eating disorder. Bulemia or anorexia? The choice is really yours. What's even better is you don't really have to be either. You can just lie about it like everything else. To make sure that no one knows you don't really suffer from an eating disorder and you're actually a fat slob, just never post a full body picture of yourself!

#8. Post pictures of your face looking sad. Under no circumstances ever smile. Make sure you have bags under your eyes, whether natural or painted on with make-up.

#9. Be smarter than everyone else, even if you're not. If someone calls your bullshit, blame it on your multiple personalities or claim that you were socially engineering them to give you that reesponse. It will make you look intellectually supreme in every possible way, and no one will realize you're full of shit.

#10. Hate the human race. There's not a single human on Earth that is just or honorable, and they must all die. You are the only exception. But don't let your apparent superiority to the rest of the human race give of a shred of a hint that you have high self esteem. You believe you are the scum of the Earth still.

i thought this was funny cuz there are so many people who want attention or they think their life sucks and they never really stop to think about how bad it could really be.

you can take offense or laugh or whatnot, but I love you all the same.

not_trendy_7 @ 2005-04-12T15:56:00

2005-04-12T19:56:23Z

If I were God over LiveJournal... by shinikami
Username
Jesus would be	sadpanda07
The four archangels would be	kimjr83188
and	mizunderstood69
and	angelsarms07
and	royaltyof06
The Blessed Virgin would be	stycee33
Satan would be	bigdaddy_07
The antichrist would be	prettylilpickle
And YOU would be	In Heaven

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I find that all to be funny...

VENTING

2005-04-11T01:32:40Z

So yea..the past few days I've realized alot of things. One of them being that first impressions are righter(is that a word?) then you think.I'm really sick of people and their shit. I can't stand people who say one thing, then don't follow through with it. I'm sick of people who take things too far, and can't shut up when it's nessecary. This weekend I've had some awesome talks with some people, some people I thought for sure I'd lost as friends, and people I had never been very close with. I've found that the people I thought I could rely on and trust, I really can't. But I got some good people who have my back, so I'm not too worried. The people who matter are around, and that's all I can ask for right now.

And That Frankly Will Not Fly...

2005-04-10T17:40:18Z

So last night me, Steph and Holly went to the MCP friends and family night, it was sweet. Talked to Todd a bit, and Steve and Mindy. Mindy can be pretty cool. I LOOOOVEEE their show. I really wanna do MCP next year except for two thing. 1) it's WAY too expensive and B) I suck. Then when we were leaving, Steph called me FAT! I was upset, but not really. So then we got me a big mac and were on our way to get ice cream, we played paddidle..however it's spelled. Or Padildo if you're robin, but that's another story. So Steph lost paddidle...but we let her slide. lol So we pull up to Mickey's and there are a million people there, and we were just gonna turn around and go somewhere else. Then Holly goes "look it's the jew" and i see someone in a guard jacket...it was everyone who was playing hockey. So we sat and chilled with them for a bit, then went to Holly's for a movie night. I talked to Marissa mostly, and Becky too..cause they..well, they talked to me. lol But Marissa and I had a good talk. She agrees that I'm smart, so it was sweet. And Ryan told me that I'm right, even though he didn't know what I was talking about. Then Steph took me and Marissa home, and we talked and it was sweet.

Today we're doing our shirt..hopefully. We're meeting at Stacy's at 3, that is if I get ahold of Holly to pick me up. lol That's about all...and I got some good advice from Becky today, it kinda made my day, I will share it with you:
dont fully give in until you
personally have seen change, because anyone can talk
but it takes a big person to stick by what they said
Cause that's exactly how I feel about it. ;)

i let myself fall into a lie
i let my walls come down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my walls come down
no matter how i try i don't know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of pain

with this knife i'll cut out the part of me
the part that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you